With every coming day, I came to grow and before I knew it, I was in the runny nozed instituions due to face the un-disiplined frown of human nature. I appreciate everything that my mother tried to do for me, sending me to school at a young age but it was a rude adjustment. It marked the beginning of the complex, simple world that I now have come to know; I am still amazed with how little things have changed. We are a society of children with the same habbits and selfish desires of four and five year olds. We still have dirty faces not caked with mud or messy snacks but rather of our incompedence to mature. To seek the truth and do what we know is right. Anyone can see it, but it takes tears or a stiff napkin to clean the mud off your face. It makes me sad and sick at the same time...like I was then. I couldn't just walk away from it all, and I am still dependent on the school system as it is, if I want to have any decient future. No longer am I trapped behind the chain link fence; but still, things haven't changed.